Friday, December 29, 2006

ReAdY!!!

taken by me :)
A new year of your life is coming…. Have you thought of what u wanna do… not to do …. What have u done…. Did not do yet….what to change…what to keep….... quit …not to quit….. were there any happy times….. or bad\ sad ones ….have u met the " one" who u were looking & digging for….. or maybe u have lost him\her for any reason ……have u achieved ur goals…… or not yet……

Well…. If I am going to mention the things u have to compare between,,,, I would not finish till tomorrow …..

i will start talking about my self….. this year was the "unique-est" & "the un- usual-est" ( if I am allowed to call it that way) year of my whole life…. In other word, I have never been through things which happened to me this year and existed in my previous years…. I know I am only 20years old and not 50 or 60….yet I feel like it has been centuries …….


Let me mention almost every thing happened this year :

1. I went to AL- HAJ ( so u can call me 7jiah ;p)
2. for the first time , I have wrote in a piece of paper what my goals are… and what I want to achieve in 2006.
3. my relation ship with my sister became more stronger than before….
4. i had an idea which I needed some one to support me to do it,,, and finally I did it ….which is to work and to be independence…..
5.i have been awarded for the third time by Kuwait University for being on the Dean's list ……means Tfwg J
6- I have discovered and developed my hobby which is Photography.
7- based on (6) I have joined the KU art gallery and I posted 3 of my best photos….guess what !! i won and ,,, or u know what …check this link and u will know every thing J
The link:

8- I have celebrated my Birthday Party this year surrounded by people who I have always wished to get them together in one place…….
9- I have created a blog J and joined a photography site for my photos…. Which is something I have never thought of..
10- I have changed my bedroom , and decorated it as the way I wanted ,,,, of course after having zillion times fighting with my mom, coz she never likes my taste in choosing colors, furniture …ect…..( I am unique ;p)
11- In my whole life I have never lost a thing ......but this year i lost I things \ people that turned my life into hell ( literally )

12. I lost my babe , which made me miserable, depressed and sad all the time L my babe is my CANON CAMERA L....

13. what happened in # 12 I could live with it,,,,, coz it is a camera and I bought a new one ….. however losing a person - who u loved and still love from the bottom of ur heart, miss him when he is not around , used to be with him everyday , some one who u can not imagine ur life with out him, never thought of that moment,-…but in a sudden u open ur eyes and he is not there !!! it is really harsh, tough and hard to bear..….. what I am talking about is point # 13 , I lost him in a sec….. it has been 3 months and a half, and I still cannot believe it….. every time i see things which remind me of him , I convince my self that he will be back again…yet , I am just misleading my self, force my self to be blind and not to be shocked with the truth ….means I am living in illusion….. coz I can not face the bitter reality….

14- # 14 is my cure, my savior, my true friend, who I have just met….. who understood me from the moment we talked……I have always believed that " Allah takes someone\ something from you, but in the same time he gives u another one\ thing". In this week I truly believe it…." Y" is a friend I met in college, then in blogger, then in MSN, "Y" is the kind of persons who truly advises, guides, helps u, for no price….the kind of persons who never " yjaml or ylf o ydor" to avoid telling u the truth…… I really thank Allah for giving me the chance to know you "Y"…… and I wish that this kind of friendship will be forever……

15. I got new car , mobile, laptop, camera..

16. I had my first 2 car accidents, since I had my license , means 3 yrs ago. And it was other parts' fault: (
17. I changed the way I wear my clothes, the way I put my make up….c0ol
18. Also, I have knew you guys , I enjoy being with you through blogger , love ur comments, love ur posts …..



Indeed. I wish you a very happy new year….. o 3idkm mbark…..


Monday, December 25, 2006

Happy New Year .....

the photo taken by me ...


"I can not believe that the year will pass, and you will not be around me, to congratulat , or wish me a happy year ....
Yet, i wish you all the best in your life.... and a very happy new year:....

Sunday, December 17, 2006

YoU....

the photo taken by me ..



It takes only a minute 2 get a crush on someone, an hour 2 like someone, and a day 2 love someone, but it takes a lifetime 2 forget someone!
FelicityQ8

Thursday, December 14, 2006

الاجنحه المتكسرة

the photo taken by me:)



ببسمة تملأ ثغري.........
ابدأي يومي
لا ابتسم لانه يوم جديد
لا ...بل لانك بقربي..
بقربي, ترعاني ... تحميني .... تسعدني
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طالما انت حولي ... فاني لا ابحث عن السعاده
لانها تاتيني راكضة
تشرق بها ايامي و ساعاتي
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حبيبي ويا حلمي الجميل .......... كن بقربي .....ولاتفكر بالرحيل
لا اريد ان استيقظ لاجدك قد رحلت .....
لتتركني " كالاجنحه المتكسره " ....وحيده مع غصات اليمة

Saturday, December 09, 2006

words





thanx to my friend 'dodo', for letting me takeing her pic ;*
وحشتني سواليفك ووحشة شوفتك اكثر
كل ليلة مع طيفك
حبيب الروح انا اتحسر
طاير من عيوني النوم
على ذا الحال انا كل يوم
سمعني حبيبي صوتك
سيرني على كيفك